So it's 1:35 in the morning and I'm still at school. At least tonight i actually got work done. it's amazing. I actually feel like i am not a complete idiot. even though I actually am, my 124 mid-term proves that fact. so now every night I'm working on more math. starting at the beginning. that means i have only 430 more suggested questions to go through. HORRAY
OHh yeah i totally forgot to blog about my night of constant run-in's. So here is starts. Went to movie with Karen, In line saw two people from school i know and also the lady who cuts my hair. Then hung out with Teegan and Sarah (and Sarah is super cool as she plays Trombone), then at Caitlin's ran into just about everybody, Shawn, Mike, Caitlin, Katelyn, Erika, Teegan, Karen, Christine and Blair (was neat but i didn't really talk to anybody much, which was stupid as i don't want to appear anti-social and hadn't seen everybody in quite a long time) then picked up car then went to Tim-Hortons to play the roll up the rim. There i ran into Russ from school and had a good chat, and Brett as also there (go figure). then just as russ is leaving my sisters and Geoff drive by wanting frosty's from wendy's. So then had a chat with them on the road for a few min. then going back into tim's parking lot I run into Jeff, an old friend of mine who i thought was in Alberta, (which is he supposed to be but his rig is in for repairs and he has like two weeks off). And there that concludes my every wired evening. It seems the only people i didn't run into were the police.
So after much consideration I have to ask the question, if you are a 19 year old with no dating record is that a bad thing? I've had to think about it more now that going to the bar and you realize that there are so many of them out there. Is it that I'm doing things wrong or is it just that i might be destined to wait a really long time. I mean when you realize that when you've never preformed mouth to mouth* and then at some college event it's like a common event for a team to accomplish, and where nudity with somebody you barely know is acceptable, what kind of a world am I living in. I look around and there are the people i socialize with and i realize that why can't i just marry them? because really every aspect is there, you have the arts motivated ones, the science motivated ones, and the sports motivated ones. I really wonder why i even attempted to date somebody i knew for (well apparently 7 years, i only remember 4). Even though i really with i could go out with people i've known forever i know it won't work, so why does my brain still peruse it?

Song of the Day >> Millions Of Peaches - Presidents of the United Sates of America
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